Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Sunday, April 09, 2006
LOVE
Love is like the seeds of life,
To root is full of pain and strife.
But to grow it’s like a great Oak tree,
Straight and strong for eternity.
Love is what I offer you,
Steadfast, calm and oh, so true!
Love is life between two who shares,
A life between two who really cares.
Love is ours, if you agree,
To spend your life with me!
To root is full of pain and strife.
But to grow it’s like a great Oak tree,
Straight and strong for eternity.
Love is what I offer you,
Steadfast, calm and oh, so true!
Love is life between two who shares,
A life between two who really cares.
Love is ours, if you agree,
To spend your life with me!
Thursday, April 06, 2006
I Can See The Pain
I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall
I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new
Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never severe
Four years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my life ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see
We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't
I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall......
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall
I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new
Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never severe
Four years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my life ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see
We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't
I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall......
Monday, April 03, 2006
Same Name, different fate!!!
On Thursday morning, I’ve received lotsa phone calls from friends. Asking me how come I’m alive?? I was like, wat the !@#$?!?!? Then I saw the headline in the newspaper. A guy was killed when a helicopter’s rotor blade hit his head. He died instantly. The eerily part is that both of us share the same Chinese name. What are the chances as all this while I thought that name only belongs to me. What strikes me is that he was helping out some children to get on the helicopter and making sure that the door is shut, and he got killed for doing that.
Some friends were telling me probably he was destined to die because of bad KARMA. I was like, what the hell, what happen in past life is already over. Every lifetime should have a new beginning. I began to wonder what is right and what is wrong. Whatever it is, I think that I should stick by doing some good no matter what happen. At least, if things happen, I will be remembered for doing some goods to others.
Rest in peace, brother!!! You will be remembered!!!
Some friends were telling me probably he was destined to die because of bad KARMA. I was like, what the hell, what happen in past life is already over. Every lifetime should have a new beginning. I began to wonder what is right and what is wrong. Whatever it is, I think that I should stick by doing some good no matter what happen. At least, if things happen, I will be remembered for doing some goods to others.
Rest in peace, brother!!! You will be remembered!!!
Sunday, April 02, 2006
The BLADE of MERCY
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
A Song that bring bittersweet memories
Finally, I manage to download this song by Shino (a Taiwanese singer) thanks to my beloved "MP3ist" colleague. The name of the song is "Xin Dong", basically means "deeply moved/affection/touched, something that describe the feeling of developing attachment/feelings towards something or someone.,haiya, dont know la, pakai tembak saja as me england not so good liao no thanks to countless chinese movies and cantonese speaking cinapek.Sigh.
To cut a long story short, this song is sung to me by a dear friend of mine (u know who u r!!). But since then, we have some “parted way” due to my own stupidity and being ignorant, being inconsiderate etc…
Every time I chance upon this song either on radio or during karaoke session, I will think of her almost instantly. Her smile, her silliness (in a cute way), her scent (me no pervert, mind u) ultimately, her company lor. Whenever I am down, somehow, she always manages to put a smile back to my chubby face. Put it in a sentimental way, “She bring lights to my darkest hours”
I miss the good old days where she will hum a song especially during lepak session by the pool side. This is one of those songs that I think she really sounds good in. Too bad, I don’t foresee that there will be another time. Now, I have to resort in listening to my iPOD lor.
If you are reading this, I am SORRY and I didn't meant to hurt you nor breaking your heart. I know also that what is done cannot be undone. I really dont know how to make it up to you. But one thing for sure, what I told you back then was all true and came straight from my heart. Whatever happens, you will always have a special place in my heart. Take care, bodo...
To cut a long story short, this song is sung to me by a dear friend of mine (u know who u r!!). But since then, we have some “parted way” due to my own stupidity and being ignorant, being inconsiderate etc…
Every time I chance upon this song either on radio or during karaoke session, I will think of her almost instantly. Her smile, her silliness (in a cute way), her scent (me no pervert, mind u) ultimately, her company lor. Whenever I am down, somehow, she always manages to put a smile back to my chubby face. Put it in a sentimental way, “She bring lights to my darkest hours”
I miss the good old days where she will hum a song especially during lepak session by the pool side. This is one of those songs that I think she really sounds good in. Too bad, I don’t foresee that there will be another time. Now, I have to resort in listening to my iPOD lor.
If you are reading this, I am SORRY and I didn't meant to hurt you nor breaking your heart. I know also that what is done cannot be undone. I really dont know how to make it up to you. But one thing for sure, what I told you back then was all true and came straight from my heart. Whatever happens, you will always have a special place in my heart. Take care, bodo...
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
My Sweetheart...
Me and my sweetheart has gotten back together. We are as strong as ever. Like the phoenix, rise from the ashes stronger and more powerful.
It is kind of ironic. You will never know how much a person means to you until you lost him/her. This is exactly what happen to me. 7 years we were together but along the way we have lost that spark.
Now I can proudly announce that the spark is back and it is turning into an eternal flame that will burn for eons to come.
To my Sweetheart:
No else comes close to you,
No makes me feel the way you do,
You are so special to me
and you will always be, for eternally
with just a simple touch can do so much
No one else come close...
My sweetheart is Olivia, not the one in my previous blog.
The other person will always be my "bestest friend", no matter what happen to our relationship. Well, this is another story. Till then.....
It is kind of ironic. You will never know how much a person means to you until you lost him/her. This is exactly what happen to me. 7 years we were together but along the way we have lost that spark.
Now I can proudly announce that the spark is back and it is turning into an eternal flame that will burn for eons to come.
To my Sweetheart:
No else comes close to you,
No makes me feel the way you do,
You are so special to me
and you will always be, for eternally
with just a simple touch can do so much
No one else come close...
My sweetheart is Olivia, not the one in my previous blog.
The other person will always be my "bestest friend", no matter what happen to our relationship. Well, this is another story. Till then.....
Monday, November 21, 2005
THE ULTIMATE MONDAY BLUES
Today would be the worse Monday in my life. Dont know why but I am feeling the blues and has been quite sad for the past weeks. I am just not happy as in 2 months time the person that I love the most will be going to China to work probably for 5 years.I am beginning to miss her alot.Everything that I looked at brings me memories of her. Perhaps the biggest reason of me feeling this way would be that I might be losing her for good.sad....sad...sad....
Friday, October 14, 2005
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Saturday, August 27, 2005
"Hellish"2 weeks
Please pardon my grammar mistake on my previous posting. It should be "An adorable fatboy".
The last 2 weeks has been a hell of a busy week. First of all, some stupid lady wrreck my car's bumper. And she wanted to pay me off with RM50. Shit her la. what can u fix with RM50. Now, i have to fix my bumper and i have no time for it. C@#eBai!!!! 2nd, my boss have been giving shit. 3rd, i worked to the wee hours of the day on a daily basis. 4th, last but not least, my stupid sweetheart's car also kena, and i have to teman her to 3 different polics station until 3am in the morning....Worse of all, that stupid sargeant in the subang police station was forcing her to admit it was her fault and claims that he has never seen any motorbikes travelling on the middle lane. BULLSHIT!!!and he was bringing out all his law books to justify his stupid jurisdiction. Ma hai, he even ask me to shut up as i was kau kau challenging his view. FUMING i was then.
I should have pass my law paper en route to become a criminal lawyer, then this episode will not exist, i will put him where he belongs.
Oh yeah hor, this is hungry ghost month. no wonder all these shit are happening.
This week has been good. managed to close a few deals and everything has back to normal.
Hope this will continue. Did i mention that i am on a diet whereby my objective is to lose 15kg in the window of 3 months. Now i am really struggling. no teh ais, no nasi lemak...what is there in life??? i want to DIEEE...........
I cant think of anything to write anymore...damn kau blur!!! I'll b back, ala Arnie...
Remember, whatever shit that is happenning to u, the FOO is always with u.
Till then take care...SMOOCH!!!!!
Friday, August 12, 2005
Welcome Note
brief intro of myself, I will be 27 soon. Single and boring.
According to a certain fortune teller, i was either an emperor in China or a Tzar in Russia in my past life. This I shit u not. I was a cruel ruler who kept on increasing tax, u know, like those depicted in Hagar the Horrible comic strip. And I had alot of concubines too. Apparently, I was tall and with brooding good looks. Well, I guess these features was discounted in this life time. Sigh.
My gawd, I am getting old. especially whenever i am in a shopping mall, mamak (or bistro as it is known today), i cant understand a thing these young adults r talking about.
Anyway, at press time, I am in Starbucks with my dearest sweetheart (WINNIE).She is giving opinion on how to make this blog as a candidate for blog of the yesteryears. Some of her ideas are wacky, but most of it are mundane.
Well, I got to go to do some charity work (Robin Hood Style). Though I am having a body like humpty, but i move like spidey. FATabunga!! Will update when u guys r free. Stay tune...
May the "F00" be with u.
According to a certain fortune teller, i was either an emperor in China or a Tzar in Russia in my past life. This I shit u not. I was a cruel ruler who kept on increasing tax, u know, like those depicted in Hagar the Horrible comic strip. And I had alot of concubines too. Apparently, I was tall and with brooding good looks. Well, I guess these features was discounted in this life time. Sigh.
My gawd, I am getting old. especially whenever i am in a shopping mall, mamak (or bistro as it is known today), i cant understand a thing these young adults r talking about.
Anyway, at press time, I am in Starbucks with my dearest sweetheart (WINNIE).She is giving opinion on how to make this blog as a candidate for blog of the yesteryears. Some of her ideas are wacky, but most of it are mundane.
Well, I got to go to do some charity work (Robin Hood Style). Though I am having a body like humpty, but i move like spidey. FATabunga!! Will update when u guys r free. Stay tune...
May the "F00" be with u.
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