My 28th "Bird Day"

HaPPY 28th B!rtHDAY to ME!!!!! And the HINDUs all around the world is celebrating with me. I wish for World Peace (serious!!!) and utmost wealth & health to this Super birthday boy and his loved ones. And to you BODO, I wish for you eternal beauty (see, even though you dun or purposely forget my Bday, i still wish you!!) And to my BB, all d very best in yr future endeavours and really hope to see you soon.SMOOCH!!!!

My ACA gang threw me a party up in Genting and boy, I was really surprise with the effort by the guys of making this happen, in fact, it will always be one of my bestest birthday bash. I also receive my OPTIMUS PRIME, which is something that I was contemplating to buy as it was abit pricey for a toy. I thought this prezzie was good, but more was in store for me as I also have a "Super cake". Wooohoooo....

To my beloved BB, Eric, Angie, Yuen Wei, Sharon, Jesper, Bryan, Priscilla, Chris, Leong, Yee Ping, Tiff, Han & Cindy, thanks a million.....

I miss you....but I need to move on!!!

On 30 September 2005, I did what I need to do but I failed miserably. The following poem would be able to reflect on my feeling up to this very moment whenever I think of that fateful night:


when sea makes noise
i hear your chatting voice
when snow begins to fall
it's a view of joys for all
when flowers begin to droop
my heart becomes sad for you
when night becomes gloom
it's a time for everyone to doom
everyone prepares themselves to sleep
but for me, it's a time to cry and weep
at midnight, when everybody sleeps
i miss u, and miss you very deep....

Heart to heart,
Many miles apart,
But my love for you
Will never depart

Well, whatever will be will be, she will always be a very dear friend to me. Wishing her a very happy life ahead.

Don't know why I kept putting poem in my blog. Maybe I was just trying putting some "Poetic Justice" in to my life.

Well, this would be the my last "emo" posting. Time to move on. 1 year of misery is enough!!!

Till then, The FOO will be back!!!

i'm back with a bang!

The Power of just a mere thought...

“The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it, because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.”

Then again, if we can execute these ideas with excellence, the result will be out of this World!!!

Remember, never underestimate your dreams or letting any imbeciles telling you that you cannot...

U've just got to watch this!!!

LOVE

Love is like the seeds of life,
To root is full of pain and strife.
But to grow it’s like a great Oak tree,
Straight and strong for eternity.
Love is what I offer you,
Steadfast, calm and oh, so true!
Love is life between two who shares,
A life between two who really cares.
Love is ours, if you agree,
To spend your life with me!

I Can See The Pain

I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never severe

Four years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my life ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall......

Same Name, different fate!!!

On Thursday morning, I’ve received lotsa phone calls from friends. Asking me how come I’m alive?? I was like, wat the !@#$?!?!? Then I saw the headline in the newspaper. A guy was killed when a helicopter’s rotor blade hit his head. He died instantly. The eerily part is that both of us share the same Chinese name. What are the chances as all this while I thought that name only belongs to me. What strikes me is that he was helping out some children to get on the helicopter and making sure that the door is shut, and he got killed for doing that.

Some friends were telling me probably he was destined to die because of bad KARMA. I was like, what the hell, what happen in past life is already over. Every lifetime should have a new beginning. I began to wonder what is right and what is wrong. Whatever it is, I think that I should stick by doing some good no matter what happen. At least, if things happen, I will be remembered for doing some goods to others.

Rest in peace, brother!!! You will be remembered!!!

The BLADE of MERCY

Got these blades from the KEK LOK SI temple in Penang. Blessed by the GOD OF MERCY.

We call ourself the DEFENDER of the UNIVERSE!!! By the power of the DEWA (Angels in Pali language).

Beware, all u scumbags out there!!! Coz we are watching u.......

A Song that bring bittersweet memories

Finally, I manage to download this song by Shino (a Taiwanese singer) thanks to my beloved "MP3ist" colleague. The name of the song is "Xin Dong", basically means "deeply moved/affection/touched, something that describe the feeling of developing attachment/feelings towards something or someone.,haiya, dont know la, pakai tembak saja as me england not so good liao no thanks to countless chinese movies and cantonese speaking cinapek.Sigh.


To cut a long story short, this song is sung to me by a dear friend of mine (u know who u r!!). But since then, we have some “parted way” due to my own stupidity and being ignorant, being inconsiderate etc…

Every time I chance upon this song either on radio or during karaoke session, I will think of her almost instantly. Her smile, her silliness (in a cute way), her scent (me no pervert, mind u) ultimately, her company lor. Whenever I am down, somehow, she always manages to put a smile back to my chubby face. Put it in a sentimental way, “She bring lights to my darkest hours”

I miss the good old days where she will hum a song especially during lepak session by the pool side. This is one of those songs that I think she really sounds good in. Too bad, I don’t foresee that there will be another time. Now, I have to resort in listening to my iPOD lor.

If you are reading this, I am SORRY and I didn't meant to hurt you nor breaking your heart. I know also that what is done cannot be undone. I really dont know how to make it up to you. But one thing for sure, what I told you back then was all true and came straight from my heart. Whatever happens, you will always have a special place in my heart. Take care, bodo...